@.@

There are too many things in my mind right now. Whenever I try to close my eyes and sleep, all the things will just keep popping out of my mind. Seriously I need something to free the space in my brain...

Will be having a test tomorrow and all the stuffs need to be sorted out before the break starts...

@.@

rainy day

Been raining non-stop these few days in Adelaide...

.......

I am still like a kid that hasn't grown up

I still need someone to make decision for me

When can I be matured enough to make a correct decision on my own?

:S

假死

有就有啦！！在那边搞什么神秘啊？！！！

假惺惺

Indecisive

I hate and don't like to make decision. Often, if I've decided to choose one over the other, there's still be some uncertainties after I've made the decision. The other choice seems to be equally attractive to me often. And I hate this.

I have been indecisive on which date and day to come back to Adelaide next year recently. Should I come back at the middle of January or end of January??

And when I am deciding on when to come back, another thing pops up (Summer Research Scholarship)..If I apply and get it, I'll have to bear with the heat here during summer just to do the scholarship (and I never think of doing any research here during summer + I booked the ticket back to malaysia already) BUT I can get the scholarship fees and experiences. What if I don't get the offer? If I wait until the result is out at the end of October, there'll be no more cheap ticket coming back to Adelaide by the time. If I don't apply, who knows it really benefits? plus I'm taking an pre-honour course this year. Grrr...There's so many uncertainties.

How I wish I could see what's behind the door and know which decision or route to take at the first place.

Grrrrrrr

Specially for you

Your ears were always there when I needed someone to talk to

Your arms were always open when I needed a hug

Your strength and love have guided me and give me wings to fly~

I still remember how you used to teach me Peter and Jane when I was still in Kindergarten

And how you scolded me for watching TV and not doing revision when the exams were just around...

But I know I won't be here without all your nags

Thanks for everything MUM!

And finally

Happy Birthday to my dearest mummy~

p/s: How I wish I can celebrate your birthday with you today. And please don't scold me for putting your photo up here

ehehehehe :P

oh oh

lost but not found

o.O